jah, we is home again.

my body clock is strangely skewed: up by 9am. must be hangover from daylight savings...
it's hot, it's windy. it's entirely not like tasmania.

the squeeze, scotty and i did a lovely camera shoot in tas, but it seems the photos were lost. :( we have no confirmation on that yet, but still. it's very sad. but like i told the squeeze, the fun part was taking the photos and there's no reason we can't just do it again. sigh.

i am considering getting into imovie on the squeeze's minimac. the ladeez are going hardcore on the amateur film making, using their little digital cameras, and i'm 100% jealous. i was going to use the stuff from the tas, but i'm not sure now. i don't have enough photos and other material to do anything fun... i'm not sure if i'm actually the type of person who'd make a good filmmaker. i'm more of a film analyser...

i have work to do, but i'm really having trouble getting back into it again. i don't know. this last year just seems too hard. i'm sick of it. i feel kind of crippled, creatively/production-wise... no doubt some sort of free floating anxiety i need to resolve... egads. good thing i'm otherwise on-track with the thesis. the thought of up and moving to another city/country to start work is also kind of daunting...
ah well.

i think i need a good dose of frank-and-yoga...